Thursday, April 27, 2006


Seems just like yesterday, he was almost mine. But after knowing he had another girl, my world seems to shatter.

Liking him for more than a year already, it will take time to forget 'bout him. But I'll try my best as he is not the only one that matters. But remembering as how close we were, it brought a tear in my heart yet he will never be mine.

So close yet so far. But I'll make sure after I finish writing this post, he's just part of my past. Don't wanna be like some other girls who will still keep trying to get a boy's attention though they know it's hopeless.

Forget 'bout it and go on with my life. There are so many things I haven't try out in life. That's my motive.

No more boys...............for now.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

netball competiton

Yesterday was quite a sad day for SMKDJ under 15 netball team. We lost in the MSSD netball competiton.

But since it's our first year representing the school, I guess it's ok to lose at the first time.

With the netball competition is over, my life has not been less busy. Things are getting pretty hectic in my schedule now.

Have to write 2 'sajak' for 2 different comps, NIE project, x-tra curricular activities and not to mention the mid term exams which is just around the corner.

Wish I could take a time off for awhile from my busy life.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

HELP Debating Workshop

From 8.30 a.m. till 1.30 p.m. today, I was at HELP College Uni with Samantha, Jun Wen, Chee Fai and others for a debating workshop.

It was a really good workshop. I learned a lot of debating skills and hopefully can put them into practice next year.

We had the chance to watch a LIVE debate between 2 groups of HELP students. It was actually hilarious. Wasn't a really good demo, actually. I guess they weren't prepared or they were just fooling around thinking we were dummies who could not think critically.

Here is a pic taken at the workshop. It's a bit blur but this is the best I can give.

Thursday, April 20, 2006


I hand in my artwork today and I have to tell you this. The 'gubahan sewarna' that I handed in today was one of my best artwork I've ever done yet I only got 7/10 for it.

I was kind of disappointed of it. I was hoping for an eight. HE really doesn't know how to judge art. I wasn't the only one who were victims of his unwiseness in marking artwork, though.

Quite a number of art I saw today in my class was really, really nice but he still gave them 7/10.

But after much thinking, what do I care how much I got for my art? Even if it's counted for my exams. As long as I think it's nice, nothing else matter.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

close friends

One of my close friends just couple up with this guy from our school. I was quite surprised with it, actually. Didn't know that she will hook up with that kind of guy.

But as her close friend, I guess I just have to accept it, right?

I have A LOT of close friends. But to tell you the truth, I'm still searching for a really best friend. Sort of like a soul friend. It's not that I don't appreciate the friends I have now.

But some of them seem too playful. Taking advantages out of my friendship. I'm searching for a real honesty in a friendship and I haven't found it yet.

But I still have to thank my close friends 'cause without them, my life would be empty.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

NIE brainstorming

Just finish NIE brainstorming with Sam, Grace, Hanna and Amanda at Hanna's house.
We didn't discuss much, actually. All brain dead already.

I got headache from drinking Coke at Hanna's house. LOL!
I have problem with Coke. Weird of me, huh?

Anyway, our group's name is Fantastic Five. I'm determined to win this comp, at first.
But now I lose faith in winning already since we really cannot think of good strategies for our campaign.

We gonna have another brainstorming session soon and I will have to remember not to drink Coke at that time.
Maybe that's the reason why I can't produce any brilliant ideas just now.LOL!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

first post ever

My first ever post. At first i wasn't really interested in having a blog. But my mom kept on insisting that I have one. So, here it is.

I just put on my braces on Thursday. God, I didn't know that braces can be soooo.........painful. The pain is really excruciating. For a split second, I regretted on having to wear it. But then, if it's worth the money and pain 2 years later, why not?

Hope you'll enjoy reading my blog. More posts coming. LOL!